spoken english

jam 2.21 a.m , mata seakan baru bangun dari tidur lagak segarnya itu. fikiran merewang seperti biasa merenung masa depan yang samar2 dalam kelam malam. soal kerja. isu yang senantiasa 'menjerut leher' mereka yang bergelar penganggur tegar. tercungap2 mengambil nafas yang sedikit demi sedikit semakin lemah. wahahaha analogi ini melampau. saya tahu. tapi itu perasaannya tiada duit sendiri, bila terpaksa meminta duit dr ibu bapa disaat umur mencecah 24 years old dengan tubuh yang sihat walafiat. mengertikah?

2kali interview.. 2 kali jugak lah bagai ditampar laju2 dengan hakikat salah satu kekurangan diri.my spoken english is soooooooooooooooooooooo bad! woha!

interview 1

interviewer 2 orang. Chinese lady and Indian guy. n i am Malay girl. saya rasa patut amek video pastu wat masuk dalam iklan 1malaysia kat tv. hahaha. when the guy, i think at his late 40's ask me whether i am doing any report in english, i said yes. since IIUM is an international university, english is actually used as medium of instruction. then he asked me, (which is the first tamparan),

so why your english is not good?

pangggg!! berdessiingg!.. hahaha. the only answer that i could think at that awesome moment is maybe bacause i always mingle around with malay spoken people. hahaha. n yeah of course with sengih2 n thank god, dia pun jenis sengih2 jugak. hahaha. but i do assure him that i will always learn n improve myself. that is the simple answer when u lack of something hahaha.

interview 2

i managed to go trough 3 out of 4 session. 1st one was writing the summary which is enough to make me feel down already. then proceed to the second session where the candidates are put in a group of 7 for group presentation and group interview. and to make things more terrible, both session was observed by 5 gentleman who looks soooooooooooo smart and professional. and the 2nd tamparan occured when...

the other candidates start to open their mouth.. err to talk, not to menguap or tercengang2 hahaha panggg!

very smooth. like they have already memorize it. hahaha. (this is the thought out of jealous since there is no way they can memorize the answer). but i have to finish it so at the end i just present and answer every questions with kok kak kok kak kok kak way. plus with my almost zero knowledge about the matter discussed. hahaha. what a day! the result came out as expected. i fail so i cant proceed to the next session which is individual interview. but i am happy to experience such interview which i always dream to have one. even it is half way. haha. but, the lunch provided is like 5star hotel weyy! hahaha. so, at least i got free 5star-hotel-standard lunch is good already. =)

another way to hv good spoken english is to memorize favourite english song n sing it again n again. it makes your tongue familiar with saying things in english. when we read or write, we dont actually say it out loud.